Kenyataan Hidup

Hye blog, i will write to you when im feelin down n dunno what to do..

Adakalanya merasakan jalan yang dilalui itu asing, berjalan untuk apa, berlari untuk apa, sehinggakan ratusan persimpangan yang dilewati dilepaskan begitu sahaja.. Apakah yang aku cari sebenarnya?

Aku merasakan seperti ini sebab apa yang aku buat adakalanya tidak dihargai dan merasakan perkara yang dibuat seperti tidak betul.. Kehadiran aku ibarat menganggu perjalanan hidup sesetengah individu itu..

Manusia sememangnya adalah seorang insan yang tidak mengetahui arah jalan. Sama ada perlu ke kiri, ke kanan atau ke hadapan. Namun apa yang penting kita hanya perlu berjalan. Akan adakalanya muncul batu penghalang di hadapan kita. Perkara ini akan membuatkan kita berfikir, sama ada perlukah kita ke hadapan atau berundur sahaja. Namun manusia mesti tetap terus berjalan.

Kebahagian dan kesedihan merupakan satu pakej di dalam percintaan dan juga kehidupan. Tidak akan hanya merasakan kebahagiaan sahaja atau kesedihan sahaja.

Sun Set to the west sky,
You have been a sadness
I wonder if i can call u again later, so
I am calling your name again

The day loving, the day leaving
The day the sky is sad and so crying
Seems you know i was who will be leaving in the rain

When it rains, i am always missing you
Waiting for someday
When'll meet you again

Why does the sky which rained
Make me sad so badly
I wanna forget you with my stewed tears


I wanna go and I wanna see you
I wanted to find you
But you are still on that way
But i'm still love in you..

(Hope puisi ini akan berjumpa dgn seseorg yg boleh menerima Mia seadanya)..

Dah lama rasanyer tidak menulis blog...

Today mia nak write bout ma love story.. walaupun sekarang dalam status 'berehat' then he told me 'cuti' but i try to perbaiki what i think salah mia... senang kata mia sedang muhasabh diri sekarang... walaupon he ibarat dah menutup pintu hatinyer utk mia...

Segalanya bermula tanggal 10.08.2011 dimana everythin form 'like' turn to 'love'... kul around 2 am he told me apa yg dia rasa.. i terkezut okies n dunno what to say... we al kenal bru almost 3 months.. masing2 menyembunyikan perasaan masing2... suka kat i x ckp, i suka kat dier pon x cakap... but dat nite.. i mcm speechless... i told him, okies la we try dulu baru i will say yes.. so he said ok.. so 3 hari kemudian baru i say i do...

We kire bkawan like alwiz plus the feelin yg lebih sikit.. mia dh lama x bercinta,, last pon tahun 2008, so i give him 100% perhatian n love, but him say i didnt menyerlahkan curahan cinta sebenar... i dunno how lg to show him how much i love .. everyday mia merasakan hari2 bahagia.. walaupun kami secara rasmi kami in love cumer dalam 11 hari sahaja.. but tq so much 'love' mia rasa bahagia sgt... rasa diri disayangi n menyayangi org lain.. 

first time ge keluar makan after dah declare ialah perge makan lamb chop @ larkin.... im happy dat nite but speechless,, then second time n last pertemuan kami go to jusco tebrau n buka pose di luar... dat nite, he told me dier nak berehat dari hubungan ini dan janglah mengharap lagi,, so tersentap mia 2 dat moments, trus terpikir besarnya salah aq hingga membuat dier terluka... mmg dier cakap luker dier sangat besar.. sedey sgt mia rasa... sekejap sgt bahagia mia dan telah ditarik balik...

so we all 'bercuti berkuatkuasa 22 ogos 2011 sehingga 21 ogos 2013' dan dier kata andai mia bertemu jodoh go ahead coz he will do the same thing also.. pedihnyer hati,, hanya doa yg dapat menguatkan dan tabahkan hati ini.. Angka ajaib dalam hubungan singkat ini ialah 10 dan 2... Biarlah hanya mia dan dier jew yg tahu...

So apa yg mia moments bahagia, mia jdkan pengalaman dan kenangan.. mia harus lupakan him slowly?.. mapukah aq?

Tahukah Anda Apa Beza CINTA dan SUKA?

1- Di hadapan orang yang kita cinta, hati kita akan berdegup kencang. Tapi di hadapan orang yang kita suka, hati kita akan gembira.

2- Di hadapan orang yang kita cinta, musim sentiasa berbunga-bunga. Di depan orang yang kita suka, musim itu cuma berangin sahaja.

3- Jikalau kita lihat di dalam mata orang yang kita cinta, kita akan kaku. Tapi jika kita melihat ke dalam mata orang yang kita suka, kita akan tersenyum.

4- Di depan orang yang kita cinta, kita menjadi malu. Di depan orang yg kita suka, kita akan tunjukkan imej yang sebenar.

5- Di depan orang yang kita cinta, lidah kelu untuk berkata-kata. Di depan orang yang kita suka, kita akan bebas berkata apa saja.

6- Kita tidak akan merenung mata orang yang kita cinta. Tapi kita akan selalu merenung mata orang yang kita suka.

7- Bila orang yang kita cinta menangis, kita akn turut jua menangis. Bila orang yang kita suka menangis, kita akan cuba untuk membuat dia gembira.

8- Perasaan cinta bermula dari kata. Perasaan suka bermula dari telinga. Jadi, jikalau kita berhenti menyukai seseorang yang kita suka umpama kita membuang telinga kita. Tapi jika cuba menutup mata cinta berbuah menjadi airmata. Setiap orang yang hidup akan mengalami ini dalam hidup mereka.

Memang i luv him so much :)

credit to: Akustressgiler.blogspot

SiapaKah Yang Sepatut Menyedarkan nya?????

Erm baru 2 bulan aq kerja kat tempat baru... tp like alwiz mcm2 dh dengar pasal yg x sepatutnya aq dengar (kalau aq nak enjoy kerja lah).... Banyak tol masalah yg perlu ditempoh... (Pergh x reti ar nak menulis ayat selindung2 nie).....

Bos tempat aq nie... banyak kekurangannya, namun dier merasakan dirinya seorang je yg bagus... just one way communication..  pandangan pekerja negatif ajer... salah dier but mesti dier cr reason nak blame kat pekerja... Cakap mcm dier seorang jew bijak, bijak kelentong leh ar ...Siapa ek yang nak sedarkan dier...

Contoh pertama gaji pekerja: nak salahkan payment yg lambat diterima daripada pemberi dana ... then management la yg kene menghadapi pekerja bawahan dan bertanyakan mana gaji, biler gaji....
Dier x der perasaan kew pd mereka ni yg dah membanting tulang utk menjalankan kerja tuk syarikat... Dimana yer silapnyer...

Pergh nie mmg luahan perasaan nie... coz im so stress... ellow bbru 2 bulan ok i keje ngan u bukan nyer 20 tahun ... paling pon bukannya 2 tahun......

Contribute to the next generations

CREDIT TO NANO ZNANO......

Aq yang digigit binatang berbisa

Tanggal 9 Jun 2011 kejadian di Kolej Tun Hussein On, Utm Johor.

Hari ni aq melawat tapak, maklum lah pekerja aq tgah membuat kemasan bilik. Sedang rancak aq memeriksa, pop aq digigit dibahu,..... Pergh aq dah kene gigit kerengga nie...

Pastu aq trus ke cabin. Suddenly badan aq jd panas.. gatal satu badan... ge bilik air dekat M37 tgok muker aq dh banyak bintat (mcm kene gigit nyamuk)... aq trus ge cr Pengurus Besar aq, tuptup aq makin semput (asthma). Secepat kilat aq suruh dier hantar aq ke klinik berdekatan.

Kire2 kul 11 lebih aq pon sampai lah di Klinik Penawar, Sri Pulai. Doctor trus bagi injection. Aq nyer tekanan darah drop gula lak tggal 5.6 sahaja.. Aq dh x sedar apa... Aq mintaklah doktor bgkan aq sedut gas untuk org asthma,,, "Minta maaf puan kami kehabisan stok gas" perghhhhh kata2 doctor itu maseh aq ingt lagie....Awak pastikan adeq awak hgn tertdo... Melopong akak aq, pergh serious dh adeq aq nie...

Aq trus digegaskan ke Unit Kecemasan, UTM untuk mendapatkan rawatan selanjutnyer...

Masa nie muker aq dh kemerah2an... dh bengkak, bibir kalah Angelina Jolie..

 Sedang ambil gas oksyen coz my lung dh sempit sesgt, doktor ckp kat bhgn dalam pon dh bengkak.....Plus sudah diberikan injection lagie

Doktor dh siapkan mc selama 10 hari (huhuhu tersilap) dan surat admit ke HSA.. siap ambulans sudah disediakan...

Dari kul 11 lbh till 4 pm aq di Emergency Room,,,, menakutkan pengalaman tersebut... Sesungguhnya aq amat bersyukur kehadrat Illahi diberikan kesempatan kedua untuk menarik nafas lagi di bumi Allah nie...

Gov VS Private

Hye diary...
19.5.2011 berkuatkuasa mia resign ngan KPDN. After 3 years workin as PPH, now mia berhijrah ke alam pekerjaan sektor swasta... Honestly seminggu bekerja @ Semenanjung Selatan Sdn Bhd / RAZZS Cleaning and Services as Site Manager, mmg hati ada rasa ragu2... But sejujurnya selepas 2 minggu wat all i ve dream mcm terpancar kat kenyataan hidup a.k.a real life... dats wat we call Dejavu....

Jangan sesekali merasakan tindakan yang dipilih adalah salah... Penghijrahan mia adalah untuk gain knowledge n pgalaman..... ada hikmah disebalik apa tindakan yg kiter ambil..

Dulu kiter hanya ind yg merancang now im the decision maker hahaha pembuat keputusan... sometimes when comes to situation yg memerlukan keputusan dgn kadar segera, disitulah mia merasakan peninz kepala.. berurusan dgn ind2 yg dh lama dlm bidang nie, while my experience still 10%... lots of thin i ve to learn...

byk i perlu disettlekan dlm bulan nie.... hope everythin will be okies.. May Allah bless me n ma works..

RiO.. MOvie

In a jungle near Rio de Janeiro, a baby Spix's Macaw who is unable to fly and several other birds are captured by smugglers and taken to Moose Lake, Minnesota. The box containing the macaw falls to the street and is found by a girl named Linda (Leslie Mann), who names him "Blu". Fifteen years later, Linda lives in a bookstore with Blu (Jesse Eisenberg). Túlio (Rodrigo Santoro), a scientist, tells Linda that Blu is the last male of his species, and he needs to mate with a female to preserve the species.

Linda takes Blu to Brazil, where Blu meets a female macaw named Jewel (Anne Hathaway) whom he instantly falls for, but all she cares about is escaping. The shelter is raided by smugglers, who are let in by the lead smuggler's Sulphur-crested Cockatoo, Nigel (Jemaine Clement). Among them is Fernando (Jake T. Austin), a poor boy who only helps the smugglers to earn some money. Blu and Jewel are captured and chained. Nigel explains that he used to be a performing bird on a television program, but was replaced by a parakeet. Because of this, he developed a hatred of exotic birds like Jewel, which is why he assists the smugglers in capturing such birds. After he departs, Blu and Jewel escape from confinement. As they flee,

Nigel chases them through Rio, and Blu and Jewel get lost in the jungle.

They meet a family of toucans, whose father, Rafael (George Lopez), offers to take them to see his friend Luiz in removing the chain. Rafael attempts to teach Blu to fly, but Blu fails. The group meets a Red-crested Cardinal named Pedro (Will.i.am) and his canary friend Nico (Jamie Foxx), who Blu met earlier. Meanwhile, Nigel enlists the aid of a group of thieving marmosets and their king Mauro (Brian Baumgartner), to find Blu and Jewel. Linda and Tulio also try to find Blu, assisted by the repentant Fernando. Pedro and Nico take Blu and Jewel to a bird's samba club, where Blu starts to dance, culminating in a duet with Jewel. They are then attacked by the marmosets, but their bird friends, including a Roseate Spoonbill they met at the samba club named Kipo (Bernardo de Paula) fend them off long enough for the four to escape.
Fernando leads Linda and Tulio to the smugglers hideout, where they learn the criminals plan to use Carnivale as a cover to regain Blu and Jewel and escape. The group finally meets the Bulldog Luiz (Tracy Morgan), who attempts to saw through the chain but unintentionally uses his drool to release Blu and Jewel. Jewel is overjoyed but Blu is sad because he still can't fly. Blu upsets the group by admitting he hates samba and Jewel leaves. However, she is captured by Nigel. When Pedro and Nico inform Blu of Jewel's capture, he decides to mount a rescue. Linda and Tulio make their way into Carnivale by posing as dancers, but Blu, Rafael, Nico, and Pedro are captured by Nigel. Linda and Tulio follow the smugglers, but are too late to stop them from taking off in their plane. During the flight, Blu manages to break out of his cage, and they all fly away except for Jewel, who knows Blu is still scared of flying. Nigel grievously injures Jewel's wing. Blu manages to blast Nigel out of the plane by attaching a fire extinguisher to his leg, and hits the propeller.
Jewel, now flightless, is pushed out of the plane by a cage, and Blu follows her, much to her surprise and kisses him. Blu is overcome by the rhythm of his heart, and flies, saving himself and Jewel. They return to Linda and Tulio, who attempts to tend to Jewel's hurt wing. Jewel is reluctant at first, but Blu convinces her to accept Tulio's help.

Sometime later, Linda and Tulio have organized the "Blu Bird Sanctuary", a part of Rio's jungle protected from smugglers. Blu and Linda remain very close, though she also has a relationship with Tulio, and is now living in Rio to help run the Blu Bird Sanctuary along with Fernando. Blu and Jewel are the parents of three chicks (two boys and one girl). The film ends with a lively sing and dance from their friends and family. Nigel survives his encounter, but has lost his feathers and is humiliated from Mauro, who is seen taking pictures and the smugglers are detained.

5stars....

HikmAh Minum Air Masak (air jarang @ air mati)

Semua orang tahu, minum air adalah sangat penting dan sangat baik 
untuk kesihatan. Tapi adakah anda tahu bilakah masa yang PALING BAIK 
untuk anda minum air?

* Air di sini bukannya air kopi, air teh atau atau air yang berperisa. 
Tetapi air di sini adalah AIR MASAK! Jangan salah faham pulak yer. ;)

Minumlah air secukupnya...

Percaya atau tidak, pengambilan air dalam masa yang tepat boleh 
memberikan kesan yang optimum kepada kesihatan badan. Berikut ini 
adalah masa minum air yang PALING BAGUS seperti yang di syorkan oleh 
pakar-pakar perubatan.

*    Minum dua (02) gelas air masak - SELEPAS BANGUN TIDUR. Ianya 
membantu mengaktifkan organ dalaman
*    Minum segelas (01) air masak - 30 MINIT SEBELUM MAKAN. Ianya 
membantu penghadaman dan membuatkan perut lebih bersedia memberi ruang 
untuk kemasukan makanan
*    Minum segelas (01) air masak - SEBELUM MANDI. Ianya membantu 
pengaliran darah dan mengurangkan tekanan darah
*    Minum segelas (01) air masak - SEBELUM TIDUR. Ianya dapat 
mengelakkan terkena strok dan serangan jantung ketika tidur

Kesimpulannya, kita sangat digalakkan untuk minum air masak yang 
secukupnya untuk kesihatan badan kita. Dan masa yang dinyatakan di 
atas adalah MASA PALING BAIK untuk minum air.

Persoalannya sekarang, berapa gelaskah anda minum air masak dalam 
sehari? Bila anda minum air masak? Lepas makan? Adakah masa minum itu 
sesuai?

P/s- Kongsikanlah info ini dengan kawan2 anda yang lain...

Mengeluh....

Sometimes terpikir jugak kalu selalu mengeluh salah kew,,,
tp sebenarnya jgn sesekali kiter mengeluh dengan dugaan yg datang drpd Allah.. itu sebenarnya ujian untuk kiter agar kiter sedar.. sometimes biler senang sikit mula x ingat dunia... tp kekadang aq byk gak mengelh biler byk kerja...
Tp kalu mengeluh coz kerja byk dengan arahan yg terclear boleh kew ek? hahahaha
Tp nasib baeq der kengkawan....

Terhibur jugak masa wat kerja...
tq beb... luv u guys...

k.will-The Gift (for ma Family of Coz)

The most beautiful moment of my life is…
… When I loved you after meeting you
Now I know that you’re the biggest gift of my life

Baby girl, you’re my angel
Cuz I’ve fallen for you by your beauty
You, who grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the dark
Even when I’m struggling, I can smile because of you
Even when I fall down, I can get back up because of you
You are the only one in my life, that will never change,
Because my love for you is eternal
(You’re the one in my life)

I still have something to tell you
It might be a little late, but these are the words I never got around to say

The most beautiful moment of my life is…
… When I loved you after meeting you
Now I know that you’re the biggest gift of my life

We would chat
We would stroll
These were the happy moments because it was just two of us
We are two different persons
But we’re alike
And sometimes people would ask if we are siblings

We walk the same path
And share the same view
I will protect you, so trust me
You’re the reason of my life
If it’s just two of us we can be forever happy

The most beautiful moment of my life is…
… When I loved you after meeting you
Now I know that you’re the biggest gift of my life

I won’t let go of your hand
I will keep my promise like a man

Even time passes by
Even if the world changes
I will be by your side, because you’re the only one in my heart

Because I love you more than anyone else

You can’t be described with words

It wouldn’t suffice even if I shout that you’re the most beautiful person countless times

I will show you how much I love you
Because my love for you is eternal

dis is the first day

Olla...

Dis is the first day mia menulis.. Some people say :
1) ada org dy menulis untuk release tension
2) ada org dy melukis untuk release tension
3) ada org dy menari/menyanyi untuk release tension

for me all above i akan buat... so many ways to release tension.. solat membahagiakan jiwa juga.....